the 1st post of 2006
i went back to look at it,
and it struck a chord in me.


"many tears have been shed thru the course of 2005, yet
there'll come so much more times of crying thru 2006.





this is the beginning of it all."


what a prediction, heh.
and ive cried so so many times, this year
fell and picked myself up again,
sometimes others lending a hand, even two.
wow.
and 2006 is over.


praying, that 2007 brings much more direction,
self awareness and stability
but also new discoveries, learning
and an eventful year.

its tearing up your heart
and so doth mine break
yes, in all its splendour
life has its cruelties
but,
whats a lil pain
if borne together?
let the brine and rocks come
so long as the burden's shared.

ive double the days my dear
RAWRS.
but ok, time for a diff group of people
dont,
dont let it run wild.

7 days,
that's the time i have to hunt down the watch.

chalet was memorable,
even though it threatened to make things worse
im glad we reined it in.

fixing ben's crazy puzzle...
watching proj runway w the girls...
amazing race w sua...

midnight supper fixes and sneaking off haha.
strolling thru deserted roads with pockets of trannies
learning how to use chopsticks and embarrassing myself :P
chiu chiu the dog! haha.
late night soccer, and bumping into people
then we went off to watch to sunrise together
it was so beautiful, everything from the silent walking down the boardwalk
moving from light to shadows back to light again.
the lapping waters, gradual dawn
in huddled silence of appreciation.
i dont wanna go, dont wanna leave.
be in that moment forever.

vicious cycle, of misunderstandings.
but well, thrashing things out is good.
the uncanny similarity. urgh.
this isnt always beneficial.

but well.
prom was memorable.
for midnight walks along the lapping river
all the way from gallery to fullerton
its soft sleepy couches
and breakfast at macs at 4am.

we're not perfect,
but that's not reason to let it be right?
maybe that's why im always striving, yet falling short.